So yesterday I was in the mall. It was just a regular day with my friends until he walked in. I instantly panicked. This is the man who, in just the time span of five seconds, crushed my heart, and now he was walking my direction! What was I going to do?
My friends didn't seem to notice him until I pointed him out, they instantly shielded me from his line of sight. We kept walking. I don't know if this was some crazy moment that was meant to happen or not, but after a year and a half of these panic attacks every time I see him, this made me realize something.
I have wasted so much time on the man who hurt a part of me I had never let anyone see. I can't do this anymore, it's too much. I am determined to get over this. No more panic attacks, no more hiding behind my friends to conceal the pain. I will move on, one way or another.
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